I really have not had very many good days since Christmas. It has been hard to feel that I am deteriorating with using this harmone blocker and know that I can't see my oncologist for three more weeks. I hurt and ache through my whole body and feel really weak. Almost flu like symptoms but I know that it is not. I feel worse in the mornings and feel normal about 2:00 in the afternoon.
Kim had a talk with me about this last night. Essentially, that I need to buck up. He didn't say that, but after our talk, I told myself that I needed to accept what is happening and pray for help. We got a book for Christmas that Kim is reading first, and it has good advice for people going through trials. I will give some points of it when I get a chance to read it. Kim is inspired as he is reading it. I really think that the aches and pains are coming from the harmone blocker. I hope so, and can't wait to try a different one when I see her. Oh, I want to know what that CT scan is going to show!!!!!
My life changed dramatically on Mother's Day 2013. Three days later I was diagnosed with cancer from my physician. This blog was made to keep my family and friends informed to what has been happening to me the past few weeks. When I find out news from different Doctor's through all of the procedures I have had, so many of you have wanted me to text, email, call, or someway contact you. It humbles me how many of you are concerned. Sometimes I forget to contact some of you. This way, you can stay in touch with what is happening now. Please feel free to comment. I hope I have it set up so you can. If not, I will ask Emily my daughter to help me, since she helped me get this set up.
Hang in there. We're praying for you.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear you are not feeling well Terry Lynn. I hope it is just a temporary setback and nothing to be concerned about but if it was me I would be jumping to wild conclusions too. Your faith will carry you through. I hope you get good news from the CT scan.
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